I don't like disappointing people. I don't like being the reason for pain. I don't like to meddle. I don't.. know. I think I sometimes even sacrifice what is best for me, or what is right for me, in order to not hurt the feelings of others. I'm learning to not do this, but wow it still tares me up inside. What also "tares" me up inside is that i do not know how to spell tare... and what tares me up even more is that i am too lazy to figure that out so i don't look like an imbisel... (but wait i already do cuz i also cannot spell imbisel)..
There is this kid i know who is amazing. he's gotten through so many trials in his life and done some amazing things. I know he has a testimony. I know he tries. I don't know where he is going, what he is doing. He's lost sight of what he wanted so bad just only a few months ago. He's changed from just a few months ago, just mainly in little ways, if that makes sense. I know he probably knows what he's doing. I just love him and worry.
My brother just got his permit! I can't believe he is old enough. I am four years older than him and it feels like just a bit ago that I recieved mine... wow why did i feel like i was talking about acceptance letters to hogwarts instead of permits... yes, you are right, that did not make sense. ha ha.
Last night I texted someone and asked them what their favorite color was, and they told me "blonde hair and blue eyes". i thought it was the cutest cheesiest thing I had ever heard. It made my night.
I just got a Job offer for a job in CALIFORNIA over the summer... I don't know if i will do it... I have to figure it out... But i thought it sounded cool
College has been stressing me out lately. I don't know what i should do for my major and I don't know if I should stay at BYU or move to UNLV and live at home and use the millenium scholaship, or got the BYU-I and... love it! I don't don't don't don't know...
I am wearing a shirt that says "I'm too sexy for my shirt"...
I don't want to go to bed, even though I am very tired, because i really just don't want to wake up tomorro. I really really just don't
what a stupid way to live.
thats all i'm going to say tonight...
call me
love marissa
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you and Amber should come to BYU-I for the summer. I have 2 rooms available in my apartment. You would love it. And we'd have so much fun getting confused about who people are talking to, you or I! Please come! The end. Love Marissa
Get rid of the shirt! You can do anything- you can!! I love you and am so impressed with who you are wow!! keep up the primary anwers!!Let your life be molded by the master. Love your mom.
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